"when people constantly wake up at a place lyrical, I'm suspicious. it is similar to someone who says that something is very good, of course no names. also, often it turns out that my tingling is justified for dread. considering how my life is going, it is better to frighten on the side of the foreseeable, so I am less disappointed. I think that this is more bearable if I don't put my hopes up and instead try to miss expectations."